Why does everything get so screwed up in my life? Crappy neighbors sure aren't helping anything emotionally or mentally. When I can't sleep at night. Very little. Fam freaks out so easily anymore. I hate it. Others think I shouldn't have any stress by their view of me but they don't get what I go through in private. I screwed up in one way but family in a bazillion ways and it's ok for them but me idk smh. I can't help things ate how they are. If it's not battling a raging drunk it's others that freak out at the slightest thing and just go nah when you tell them. By fam is beyond dysfunctional. Why can't life be easier? Thanks to the orange man alot of us are having it harder because of their greed bull crap. Anybody voting for that party needs their head examined. They don't care about us he even admitted it. Yet people still follow him. I know what that's a type of. Iykyk. But ok I digress. I deal with enough crap. The size of a landfill. I DON'T NEED MORE. im only human.