I was right. Of course fam just simply acts like it's nothing what I feel and go through. I hate it. If something rocks their boat they act like the house is on fire. But act like I ought to be able to do stuff when certain places want certain things. It's all a bunch of bullshit. Sigh. Life give me a fuckin break I get it from every frickin direction it seems. It's not people thumping me out of bed it's fake aggressive irritable family. Give me a fuckin break I get out in ridiculous situations and am expected to bounce ball on my nose like a seal and if I can't while others csnt even do what I'm expected I'm talked down to and treated aggressively. Fuck this bull shit. I'm only human I'm not superman geez. It's all about money. Fam afraid I'll lose it they're shitting a brick going apeshit because heaven forbid I be a burden on their finances. WHEN THEY WASTE HUNDREDS OF DO DOLLARS ON STUPID STUFF THEIR OWN DAMN SELVES smh. But im the bad guy here huh? I don't throw theraging drunks.