Rant #21436

i feel like im such a burden . why cant i be enough . i hate it. i hate being the eldest . i hate being the only person in the family who cant express her feelings. i cant have frnds of my type . i miss being in peace. i had to tolerate ppl in uni in my family in the society . i just cantttt. fuck everything. i hate it. i cry myself to sleep bt no one to ask me what im feeling . guess im just for existing . hate ittt