I’m really trying to be a better person but sometimes my emotions just shove themselves out of me and I can be a real bitch. I have an autistic sister and she is not right at all. She’s like a psychotic autistic. Anyway she really irritates me and pushes my buttons. Sometimes I can’t help myself and I say some mean things. I feel bad but it’s just like she does know what she’s doing. Like she’ll come knock on the bedroom door when I’m asleep and ask me to do some dumb shit for her and then I get up and she doesn’t even have what she wants me to do with her and it really just pisses me off and i end up acting like a bitch and I do feel horrible and I don’t want to be like that but she really just disturbs my peace.
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