I’m just so incredibly tired. I don't mean the kind of tired that goes away with a good night's sleep. I mean a deep, heavy exhaustion that feels like it’s settled right into my bones. It feels like every single day is just an endless, exhausting cycle of pretending I’m fine, putting on a fake smile, and dragging myself through the motions just so nobody asks questions. And I'm suddenly not even that hungry anymore, everything tastes so disgusting. I eat because I just want to. It's not because I'm hungry. And I starve myself because I feel fat and overweight. And I hate myself and ye. And inside, I feel so completely hollow. It’s like there’s this massive, suffocating ache in my chest that never actually goes away, and I’m just drowning in it. I look around at everyone else living their lives, laughing, and moving forward, and I feel invisible. I am so sick of carrying this heavy, suffocating weight around. Every breath feels like an effort.