I miss you. I miss you shore. Idk what to do. Idk wt to do w all these feelings. I'm scared and confused and yet i long for you. Would we have been something if you were real? Would we have been close? Would I have been able to know what you loved the most? Would you have smiled at me w ur eyes crinkling? I miss you idk who to talk to or wt do w this feeling. I feel lonely. Idevk if you're a real person out there somewhere. But i miss you sm. I look for you everywhere and i compare people to you. No one is attractive. I want to know no souls except yours. Idk what to do shore. I forgot your face. As time passes I'm forgetting everything. I kept telling myself i would feel it if I met you. But I'm not sure anymore. I don't think I'll be able to recognise you. I'm so confused and it hurts. Can't you leave me with more traces so that I could carry you w me forever? I want to say I love you. But idk you and you're not real. Regardless ily or i want to w every bit of me. I want you whole.