i'm so sorry i don't know if this is allowed here but i can't rant about this to my friends because they'll think i'm gross i hate being so gross and lustful and horny all the time. i relapse so so much and i'm also not ready for physical stuff with others so i always end my nights feeling like a perverted disgusting freak. i hate being in school because i have really gross involuntary thoughts and fantasies about other students while they r just minding their own business, i feel like sexual stuff is such a lifeline for me and i hate hate hate it
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