I’m not neurotypical and no one realizes it. It’s been a few years since my realization but I’m pretty certain I’m not regular. Specific noises hurt so much and friends and family don’t understand it. My family displays affection through physical touch, and I hate when people touch me. It makes them feel like they abuse me. I get periodic moments where I’m just emotionless, not sad just blank. People only notice once they’ve done something that would typically cause great reaction. I speak very differently than others, I have zero understanding of implications so I often misinterpret what others say. I also adore complex verbiage and my step dad says I’m trying to make him look idiotic. My family has no intention of looking into my mental being, aside from my father who lives on the other side of the country. It’s becoming a problem as it’s causing me anxiety attacks since I don’t know how people will interpret the things I do.