I don't really know how to deal with grief, or anything for that matter. I don't know how to lift this cloud off of my head. I want a quick solution even if I know that there are none. I can't break these habits. I don't know how to not say "I love you" to people who have to squint to see me. My stomach hurts, and every muscle in my body feels as if it's shaking from tensing up so harshly. I can't even bring myself to tell anyone because I don't feel like reassuring the people I care about that I'll be alright; Sometimes I am. I'm still so tired. And I still don't know why. I love you I love you I love you I love you
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