i posted yesterday about how i had an abortion and now i feel like my husband hates me i need to elaborate we've been together for so long, and him coming into my life was the first time i had ever been happy and allowed to be myself. I told him from the start of the relationship i never wanted to have kids and he also didnt want kids. i told him what would happen if i ever did get pregnant. years later I get pregnant. It was on accident, he was infertile and he had been fixed for years. I made my choice. 2 months in and i was dying, i physically could not carry and it was killing me. He was hopeful that i would keep it because he had changed his mind, he wanted kids with me. his reasoning is because he wanted a part of both of us out there in the world because he loves me so much and he doesn't know what hes going to do when i die ( i have chronic health issues). He always says its my choice and he supports me but then will say what about his feelings he was ready to put the work in