bit of a yap, i never had crushes, period, i have accepted myself as Aromantic, but sometimes i feel like I'm missing out, one time in like 7th grade i made a friend, and for a while i thought i had a crush on her, but no matter what she always talked about a new boy she had a crush on, it was daily, I thought i was weird for a while because i didn't feel that way so I pretended to like her, I never said anything at first because it was mainly for me to feel normal, and i kept it up for a while until i confessed via snap chat (when i was in 10th grade) she asked if it was a joke, I just said, yeah. because i was too embarressed to say that maybe i did like her, but i am glad she thought it was a joke and im glad i never confessed for real because she was the worse, i was bullyed alot, mainly by my own teachers and like, my ex friend stood with them on their side, it made me sad and yeah, i quit school after (for more then that reason btw) stay safe, know people love you <3