I’m so lost I don’t know what i am or what i want to be. Ive changed myself so much no one even knows who i really am anymore. Im scared of the future and of what will happen if i fail. Ill never be able to enjoy what my parents were never able to give me. I think there’s something wrong with me. I have been for a long time. I feel like ive been dealt the short end of the stick. Everyone is better than me at anything. Im losing the only thing i was decent at. Ive always Had trouble making friends. i have 2 that i talk to, and i know its little. I hate how aggressive one of them is. Why do they act so dumb all the time? The way they act and talk makes my blood boil. I want to cut them off but my parents are friends. The other one always comes to me for comfort. Im so tired of being relied upon for comfort when i have to suck it up and deal with it myself.