Hello. So I have been in a weird relationship with my mother for awhile. So I had to study so I can see my uncle (I couldn’t finish 8 books that are 400 pages each in 2 weeks, so we almost couldn’t go. But then we realised that we had to go, bcs our visas might get at risk. And my mom said that I’ll have to finish them there. I said ok. But bcs we were too busy walking around in England that I couldn’t finish them. I have 3 days left and 2 whole books to finish. My mom just took my phone and I’m texting from my uncles iPad. My mom is FURIOUS. And I have almost killed myself in those 2 weeks bcs everything was going bad (I haven’t told anything abt other things and it’s not abt that too rn) and I think I might end it one way or another Bcs I can’t live without my phone, cuz my friends are all there and they r the ones keeping me alive. My mom is so gonna beat the shit out of me- and I don’t want that. I don’t want to do this anymore. And it’s not just this that’s making me suicidal.