I still miss my ex a shit ton. He was an amazing person, other than the fact he had shitty communication and I always ended up apologising for things I shouldn't have, I can't help but miss the times we had spent together. I had lots of fun playing games with him, calling him, talking to him, just having him in my presence. But now its all ruined. We broke up in February, and ever since then it's been no contact. I blocked him on some apps, he blocked me on all. I just wonder what life would've been like if he was still dating me. Maybe I wouldn't be so sad all the time. That shit really messed me up. After the break up I shaved my eye brows so thin that you couldn't see anything, you had to draw them on. I also ended up skipping school a lot. Which is what Im doing today. Cant wait for the shouting I'm about to get from my mother.