I just want someone to love me and accept me. I feel like I’ve been rejected by everyone. No one checks up on me, even tho I check up on others. No one texts me bc they miss me and if I text them, most of the time I get ignored. My family loves me sure but not that much. They don’t care what I have to say and always say I’m annoying and all of this stuff. I get that I’m probably annoying to be around and that I’m probably really bitchy, but I can’t help it. I’ve been misunderstood ever since I was little. There’s been an empty feeling there ever since I could remember. I was fine but as I got older I’ve gotten more depressed. Every time I reach out to strangers to make friends, both men and women, I get rejected or in many cases people will just give me nasty stares or weird treatment. I feel like a walking anomaly. I can’t get anything right. I’m always doing something wrong in someone’s eyes when I’m trying so hard to just be normal. I just want someone to love me and understand me.