Ive been working my ass off at this minimum wage fast food job in circles around my friend, manager, and roomemate and she is making me furious with hpw much she blows up on me, gets snippy, hurts my feelings with no care, makes me do all the work, sits on her ass or her phone all day, and damn near uses me. Then bills hit on my birthday, and so does payday, and her car payment after i just have her almost a thousand for HER car, yet i still dont have a car and i aint trusted to drive hers alone, but together i drive her fucking everywhere and do everything for her. If i say no, somethings wrpng with me worth needing an explanation or it goes to argument and it hurts. I want to scream and cry and rip my eyes out cuz i cant sleep or eat or function without pain or discomfort or ache, and now even after appointments and now a walking pharmacy i dont feel any closer to being better, in fact i feel worse. And i feel jnvisible and used and tiny and insignificant. I jus wanna to be loved too