I'm such an evil disgusting creature. All my brain does is scream at me to hurt people. & some sick part of me welcomes it. I've been thinking about sexual assult so much recently, I'm awful. I don't want to rape anybody, why won't it shut up? But it's all I think about. I'm so greatful that I know I'd never be able to manage it. I'm too small, too neurotic. I'm so scared of myself & what I could do if I didn't have this fear. I'm evil. I'm evil & I think of hurting people so much. I'm bad because I get off on it. Someone needs to put me down. I'm not a person
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