i bombed my essay 3 weeks ago and haven't been able to get it out of my head. my mom finally found out and she wasn't really that mad at me but still yelling and being critical. it just really sucks bc english is supposed to be my best subject and want to go into a career based on it but now i'm really doubting my skills. also im just so overwhelmed because i have a test in history and another essay and im on my period and there might something mentally wrong with my best friend and im really concerned for her. please tell me it gets better and please tell me that in the future ill be ok and won't want to hurt myslef over any tiny thing that bothers me and please tell me i'll pass this fucking essay