Suicide sounds like the best option rn. Everyone constantly fights each other, murder is more common than ever, and no one seems to care. Why do humans do horrible things to each other? We're all part of the same species, and we all want the same thing: to be happy and healthy. And we're just making it harder for everyone. If I were to die today, I'm sure people would miss me, but I don't think I would miss them. I may cause problems by dying, I might leave people feeling hurt. But if I die, it won't be my problem. I don't get why literally everyone around me wants me to stay alive. Why are you trying to keep me in this world when it's not worth staying in? Are you that selfish? Life feels like I'm crawling through a tunnel lined with razor blades in the hopes that there might be a few pieces of candy along the way. Idk if that analogy makes sense but eh.