Rant #20791

i am bad at some subjects (mostly pe or math), everyone does it fast and better than me. my parents get frustrated if i get overwhelmed at something and yell at me. i have the urge to commit but im scared of death, im scared whats gonna happen after i die, i will never meet my friends, my family, i will never know until i die. if i die i might see my loved ones cry for me, its painful to watch them cry, i dont want them to be sad because of me. im to young to die.