i've been on estrogen and progesterone for a month and the emotional effects are being too much. all my trauma and insecurities are getting worse by times and i feel jealous about everything. i have this one person i love, and whenever she hangs out with someone else i'm really afraid that something bad could happen to her. i get it, it is toxic and it is not a good reaction, im trying my best, but sometimes it is just too much. when i think about it calmly i realize it is nothing, shes just hanging out with a friend, the same as me, but in the moment i can't help but feel like that. all the trauma and insecurities i thought i had beaten are suddenly rising, and im afraid it may affect our relationship. this is the second time we try, we are better people now, but i don't want to screw it all.