Tomorrow, it'll happen. They'll know. They'll know that I'm a failure. I feel it in my gut. It's all going to wrong. They'll look at me with pity. Why can't they just leave me alone? I don't matter, so they shouldn't care. Just leave me alone to wallow in self pity. Let me struggle through life and hurt. It's so much easier than feeling dependent. I don't want to be cared for. I don't want to be noticed. I don't deserve that much. Why can't I just be alone? It's better in the long run. To anyone reading this, I hope that Lady Luck will favour you. She's a cruel mistress, but she can surprise you.
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