Rant #206

I'm trying to live through tough workplace, everyday I get anxious 2-3 hours before login time, I'm a grown adult whom can I reach idk, i don't do any changes so regular coping, talking to people feels odd, my thoughts are not very positive, I'm struggling hard , fading everyday, I feel very useless, helpless everyday - I feel very distant and lonely, I'm in a densely populated country with poor labour laws, I'm always surrounded by people but so alone , I'm just too bad in my head maybe, haaaa Thank you for reading, hope you have a good day