I keep trying to get better but no matter what I do, I keep sinking so I'm finally giving up. No one wants me around and the people who say "oh but someone cares about you-" and then that person leaves in less than a month and I'm worse than before. I've tried but no one notices it or when they do notice, the laugh or lie and say they have it worse. For anyone else, don't be like me. Know who is good for you and who isn't. I don't want anyone ending up like me. Be better than me. Stay safe and happy internet strangers.