Rant #20587

So I have been with this man for two years now, we’re getting engaged soon. I was looking for something on his phone while he was in his evening class and I didn’t find just one but three conversations of him trying to get with prostitutes back in February. Why would he do this knowing that I’ll be destroyed if I found it!? He knows how I feel about cheating as my last two relationships were ones I was cheated on