Rant #20469

i hate my fucking life. I'm in love with a man who could never date and he wouldn't even like me if I could. my best friend is in love with me so they had to stop talking to me. all my other friends have moved away or I moved away so see them rarely. i keep trying new things to make friends, to go out, to do something and I hate it all. i am completely alone. i keep screaming but no one can hear me. ive attempted but it failed. i wish it didn't