im a girl and im pansexual, ive only ever had 1 actual relationship with a girl (but honestly it probably doesnt count since we were both still in highschool then 8 years ago) and some casual talking stages with girls who were definitely a choice lol.. but ever since, ive never had another real relationship. i dont know if i was too traumatized to seek for another one since then, or im just so unlikeable and undesirable to others that no one would bother to like or pursue me. some of those talking stages would confess to me first and fall first but i cant seem to bring myself to consider them since they arent exactly my type. maybe im too choosy or picky or just not interested in relationships like that. but im hella sexual though.. but im scared of one night stands because of potentially stupid, nasty, dangerous people considering where i live. ive actually considered maybe im aromantic? :/ or im just ugly and annoying lol whatever dude talking about this makes me feel icky