Sometimes, I just think about the fact that the world was never meant for me. I wish I had someone who would understand me. I wish the concept of soulmates was actually real. Everytime I get close to someone they just hurt me and make me disappointed and suddenly I realize I'm doomed to be alone forever and I should never try to pursue any sort of relationship with someone else, because they won't understand someone like me ever. I don't wanna be alone. But it's not a matter of wanting or not wanting to be alone, the world was just not meant for someone like me. I am too broken for anyone to ever understand me and not disappoint me. I always feel extremely bad. I want someone who can understand me and someone who is just as lonely as me.
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