This bright beautiful strong determined woman is going into the marines and im tripping over myself each time im around her. Shes poetic, kind, funny, bright, gorgeous, and oh so unapologetically herself. She was made for what she wants, so authorotive and crude with everything she does and still so sweet. i want to cry everytime i think of it. I cant preform physically, its something wrong that i cant fix and i cant help it. no one knows, and even so. she just spoke to me, didnt belittle, didnt talk to me like a child. just comforted me in a way that wasnt patronizing while she did what i couldnt just moments ago. I love this woman. I hate that i love her, theres nothing wrong with it, i just hate that i couldnt be open to myself about it until now. Im a girl, and im finally accepting it. I love this woman.