Im so tired, i dont know why its like i cant get out of bed, i dont have motivation to go to school, to study or to even do anything. I almost ended my life today, with a bottle of pills but i chickened out before i could put any in my mouth, im tired of being the funny friend or the happy friend im tired of hiding everything behind a smile and pretending im okay when im not, i dont know how to ask for help so i bottle everything up, im sorry the only thing thats really stopping me is my family and fear that God will send me to hell for ending it.
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