I feel like such a loser. I want to find partnership but I feel nothing I try works. I feel I chicken out or cant find someone I vibe with. Day to day this doesnt bother me cause I have other things I enjoy. Yet then I go to something like a con and I see the couples the envy I feel is strong. Whats wrong with me? What am I doing wrong to not find something like that? Im trying to talk more cause I know thats an issue but finding the spaces to talk more in is now the issue. Its weird cause I feel I can identify the issue but cant figure out how to fix it. Which then makes me frustrated like whats wrong with me? Am I that awful? I know thats not true I just need to get out there more but god its so frustrating
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