why do I have to understand that nobody truely sees me as their first why do I have to understand that nobody actually cares I know I have everything right now but I know it's not gonna lost nothings gonna last it's gonna be over I hate this I hate everything im not important to anyone if I died nobody would miss me so I should just die already I really don't wanna go to school I wanna cry all day and cut I hate this I hate this why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why why ehg why why I don't understand I just wanna sleep and never wake up I hate you gaufrette why do u have to make me feel this way