im sorry my steak is too juicy my lobster is too buttery but why is it that everu guy who has ever liked me is so like idk how to put it just no. like are SO weird sometimes and im genuinely not even saying it in a mean way but like why are you STALKING my friends to figure out if im single or not and why are you telling evb im your gf and why are you telling my mom to tell me to talk to u more😭and im so mad bc there have been an absurd amt of guys who have told me they have crushes on me etc etc and like yes i am SO flattered but whyyyy do i never feel the same way like im so mad at myself like every single crush ive ever had is me forcing myself to like someone why do i not find anyone irl attractive. idk its so weird bc then i go on pinterest and see a bunch of random 40yr olds and im like zoo wee mama hot diggity dog but im so mad why do i not feel the same way ab people MY age😭😭like dont get me wrong evb is beautiful but pls i just need a beautiful funny bf to hang w🥹