I can’t stop thinking about the dream I had last night. And I hated it and loved it so much. I finally got to show my friend/crush what they deserved. I got to put my tongue in places i shouldn’t have. I got to kiss their lower lips and show them that they deserve the fucking world. I got to touch, feel, taste them. And that’s awful. It’s so fucking awful. I’m barely even a teenager. They’ve been sexualized before, I helped them through it, and now I’m doing the same disgusting thing. I’m picturing their body against mine, far more intimate than any hug we’ve given each other. It’s disgusting. And IM disgusting. I don’t deserve them. I’m sorry we ever even met and became best friends, 4-eyes. I ruined your life. I’m sorry.
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