i think my girlfriend is going to break up with me. we've been long distance for 2 years, and recently she's gotten more social in her real life. i'm happy for her, but i think she's realised that she can find better. we haven't spoken in a whole day. i have bpd and am severely mentally ill. i love her to death, though. i just can't help the way i am, and she said she loves me besides all of that. i feel lied to.