My anxiety was bad this morning and I didn’t tell my mom until after she dropped me off at school. It got better as the day went on, but later today when I was on VC with my friend she started talking like “why didn’t you tell me in the car?” “Saying you’re anxious is enough.” “What are you hiding.” And “I think we need a therapy session just the two of us bc it feels like something in our relationship is damaged or forgotten.” And I’m so frustrated and sad about it I don’t know why. I don’t know why I struggle to speak up so much and her saying I’m “hiding something” make me feel like I’m doing something wrong. Our relationship is kinda iffy and I don’t really like her too much, but saying we need group therapy just bc I didn’t speak up that I was anxious feels like too much. She says that “she’s in my corner” and “is here for me” but it’s stuff like this that makes me feel alone? Like after this I don’t wanna tell her when I get anxious even more now.