i’m in high school, and i had a really close friend last year. i felt like i could truly talk to her about things that upset me, and vice versa. i’ve told her things i’ve never told any other one of my friends. near the end of last year, she started going to parties and getting drunk and high. i don’t align myself with those values, but i’ve never shamed her for any of the things she does. but she’s been icing me out, and it really hurts. i’m a sensitive person in my heart, so it hurts double. she called me her best friend. so does it make sense that when she hosted a house party, i’m the only person in the grade who wasn’t invited? the ONLY one. she invited people she doesn’t even like. i just don’t know what to do anymore. seeing the hedonistic mindset my friends have kind of disheartens me. not because if living in the moment is your personal mindset irks me personally. it’s because i feel like she isn’t like that as a person. she has goals and unique interests. im just really sad