why does my mom have to get mad at me for not repeating what i said once. there was no need to hit me. why doesn’t she just kill me at this point? why does no one hear my suffering? this happens constantly. im tired of it. if she doesn’t stab me, ill just do it myself. it feels like im overreacting, but why do i have to go through this at such a young age? i already lost my dad, so why does my mom think treating me and my brother will make this any better?