I wish i had an actual family. Im so tired of walking on eggshells with them. My own mother says she favors my brothers more than me and my sister. Both my parents have been verbally and sometimes physically abusive. Towards eachother too but they wont leave eachother!! Ive tried to leave my family but i cant afford too. I wish i didnt grow up this way. They made me anxious and depressed growing up and now i barely have friends. I barely have support. I dont know what to do anymore. I just want to give up.