I hate my body. I’m trans and I just wish I could safely transition but I live in a country where every moment it feels like my rights could be taken away. At this point I’m thinking of just offing myself and see if I can finally be happy. I have really bad hygiene too because I just am too depressed to even brush my teeth one a day. I try I really do try but I’m undiagnosed (autism and suspected ADHD) because my mum says know is good enough and I don’t need a diagnosis no matter how much I fucking try to tell her. Every time I change I want to chop of all my limbs and insecurities. I’m so fucking sick of my body and I hate the fact I eat everyday, I might just stop eating since it makes me feel like I’m unlovable and chubby.
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