I like this one person and lot, he said at one point that he liked me then said i love u back. He has been cold recently towards me doesn't call me anymore. Now I'm just not sure if I still like him or if im only falling in love with the way he used to treat me. Worst part is now he only talks to me as a friend we flirt occasionally and then he cancelled plans I make or he makes them and forgets I want to die why can't I be loved in the way I want too. Not only is that the reason I'm so upset and want to die. Cause that's just stupid, I miss my uncle who died this year and my grandma isn't genuinely has been a really rough year and I just wanted to let it all out.