I just realized that my parents have been abusing me emotionally and are actually strict. I always thought it was normal. But when I was really young my parents treated my big brother the same way and even kicked him out for a few years when he was younger. My parents have been not good sometimes, arguing everyday and night. Not letting us go out to small places and not even sending me to in person school. But I still love them, I just really want to get out of here. What do I do? -ON