today I was so frustrated and irritated and embarrassed. I don’t wanna get into it all over again cus I’ll cry more and it was so complex but it was BAD. JS know that. Anyway I felt SO overwhelmed and overstimulated. I had a headache, my feet hurt, too many people were trying to talk and touch me, when I didn’t respond immediately I got called rude, I was on the verge of tears, I was hyperventilating, my shirt and hair was itchy, I was really hot, I couldn’t stop twitching and shaking, it was BAD. I felt everything at once and it hurts to know no one took into account how I feel. Like no gaf and you can clearly see me upset and ppl just kept yelling at me or talking to me. mind u even if I wasn’t overwhelmed I would’ve acted similar bc I have inattentive adhd and NO social skills. deadass I wanted to leave so bad and just go home and cry and I’m glad I had my best friend there she even door dashed me McDonald’s I love her sm but it was pretty shitty