I want to pleasure people, like I want to have sex and touch people and compliment them and hold them and kiss them but I can’t. I’m so fucking insecure and scared of my own body that I can’t have anyone touching it or seeing it bare. Even with clothes on, if someone touches my legs or torso, I freak out on the inside. Tbh, I do sh, and I keep the times I cvt mys in my head and whenever someone touches that area, it reminds me of me cvtting mys…