You’d rather cut off a close person than see her spiralling into agony. You said you wanted to work things out with me, yet your emotional state relied on her mood swings. There was no honesty in your words when your mind was constantly changing, and you literally proved it right just a few days ago. I’m not sure what made you cut me off out of the blue last August, but that one single action completely altered my perspective on you. Maybe you should hI have never contacted you last September, because honestly, things have taken a worse turn since then. If I had known what was happening, I wouldn’t have even bothered to come between the two of you. I can’t fathom the pain if I actually dated you and you’d abandon me all of a sudden without any explanation. I have wasted so much of my time and energy on some online stuff. Maybe try taking accountability for your own actions.