i fucking hate myself so much im a fucking issue my parents dont trust me with anything and i cant even be myself around them cuz they always want the smart verison not the 16 yr old one. im tired i dont want to be here i want to be gone somewhere else i feel stuck. my friends r acting weird and i cant tell them shit without saying that i feel depressed but im not the one who should be depressed i have a good life, good friends (techincally), and good marks, im smart and have no good reason to feel like this.