Hi. I like a boy, and I have for years. I am a Child of God, and I have been since I was born. I was baptized, I was put in Bible study, I went to Catholic school, and I've been taught that same-sex love and marriage is forbidden for many years. My entire life, I never believed it was wrong, I just pretended to agree with those around me. I believe that you don't love that person because of their gender, you love them because of their personality, their, way of living, the way they look, the way they dress, and the way that they are so beautifully them. Gender shouldn't come in between that. To the man I've loved for so long, I will not be meeting you in heaven. I am a sinner, and you are not. I am going to hell, and you are not. I am deeply sorry. I wish I could change it, but I cannot. You are so beautiful. I'm sorry Mom, Dad, God, Jesus, my sister, my two brothers, and my best friends who haven't caught onto it yet. I wish God loved me.