I wish I could hate her it'd be easier to hate her sure it might hurt more seeing someone I love turn to someone i hate but then at least I could get over her instead of having panic attacks because shes gone. She told me she cares about me still but I don't know how true that is. I wish it could've never happened in the first place I wish she would still be here. We were happy it was so out of the blue or at least I thought we were happy. I wish I could get over her but I don't know how to and I don't know if I can ever let someone in again that much because if I do they might hurt me without ever meaning to they might leave too
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