She’s at it again, her anger slamming and hitting things, she slammed down a glass bottle on the glass stove. I just heard her slam one of the doors upstairs. I hate when she gets like this, my body just locks up. My brain goes into this service mode, I just have to do or say anything that’ll not make her yell at me as she anger tells me she’s sorry, that she’s bothering me with this annoyance undertone. I just have to survive the next week give up any form of needs or wants back to square one, but at this point if I want or need something I’ll just wait for another commission to get it even if I gotta wait a couple months