I feel so behind in life I have a lot of stress people fat shame me I didn’t complete my high school and I’m also finding jobs NURSERY jobs and I’m not getting any NURSERY jobs and also I could do a café job, but my parents don’t allow that and my siblings. Also, nobody ask if I’m alive or not and I don’t have true friends. I have trust issues and I think about what still kind of what people think about me but I’m getting over it. What time but still it’s with me and I feel so lonely and unloved. I see other people getting married loved being happy. I don’t feel jealous. I just feel like when me because since I was a kid, I felt like I was unlovable. I was the fat kid basically I didn’t weight loss in my like preteens but still, then I gained like mid teens and late teens because of stress